Audition 终于到了！！我突破了！！

Praise Team audition 终于到了，就在上个星期六进行。我居然做了非常疯狂的事情，就是 audit 唱歌。

我在今天有了一个非常大的突破，就是上台唱歌！！我选择了不再逃避，勇敢面对。。
唱歌一路来都是我的弱点，也是最没自信的。若叫我去随便唱唱还没问题，但是现在是在众多高手和歌手面前献丑，那可是第一次。我也不懂为何我有这样的勇气，自告奋勇的向牧师自荐。我只知道我一直都很怀疑自己的唱歌音质，天生和后天造成我的音质走样。。我的声音到底适合唱歌吗？就算我有很好的唱歌技巧，我相信我的声音不好的话还是没有用的。可能这就是我勇敢走上台的缘故吧！！！！

站在台上唱歌是多么的可怕和孤独，脸都开始僵硬了，竟然比自己在台下唱得更烂。嗨，没救了。。最后，审察团竟然告诉我我还可以唱歌，哈哈，我终于从迷惑中走出来了，感觉一身轻呢。。。

当晚其他 audit 的是所有 vocalist。。。 虽然大家都很紧张，但还是很顺利的完成并唱完自己的歌，感谢主。。这类型的 audition 简直是有利无害，可以帮助我们了解到自己的音乐水准。。非常期望还有更多不同类型的 audition，以提升整个 praise team 的音乐水准！！！！

My Birthday celebrated with RISK Friends...

My best friends, RISK friends (Zermi's design)

Haha Zermi is not inside because he took photos for us!!

Sok Cheng & Me (Zermi's design)

Thanks Zermi!!

Ah Chung show posts to test the new camera!!

My favourite chicken!!

So happy because RISK friend celebrate birthday with me at Chicken Buffet. We having buffet there and have a nice gathering with each other. Actually we long times no gathering since we stopped playing RISK game. So this time actually is our chance to meet together instead of celebrate my birthday.. :)

Amaszing piano with flowers!!

Pyramid become a garden, beutiful man!!

After the buffet we had a walk in Pyramid and see a very amazing design. A piano with a lot of flowers that i trust i will never watch it again for whole life. Quite beautiful and full with flower taste, feel like walking in a garden.

Haha, here is our camera man, Zermi!!

After that we go to McD to have a further gathering. Wow, today is unforgetable because RISK friend is friends that walked with me and accompany me when i feel down. Thanks God that give me RISK friends.

Lost wallet again.

Ohno, I really nothing to say. 1 year can lost wallet 2 times, and have to remake my IC and ATM card. Now IC there shows 02 which means that i already remake it for second times. This time may need to pay RM100++ for it. Haiz, really don't know when can I become more carefully on this kind of SMALL THING.

Result out.. I pass all subjects..

Finally i pass all subjects for 2 pass and 2 credit. For a long and hard journey, finally i reach the last semester. What a good news for me. So happy on that because i am actually din really finish my paper, but finally pass also.

Thanks God for protecting me and give me faith, save me from death, build and equip me with a tough life. I will serve God forever and sacrifice myself for God.

Thanks my share group leader that borrowed house and car for me to study during exam. She gave me a lot of support no matter on encouragement or advice. She is really a girl that give me a lot of confident no matter in studies or life. She also preparing to help me and listening on my struggle. Thanks God for let me know her.

Thanks share group member that support me in prayer and share my happiness or sadness.

Thanks Risk friends that support me in prayer and always make me joyful. I can release my stress when i see them. They also support me a lot when i feel less confident. They are my best friend in whole life and i will never forget them.

Thanks my another "non-formal" share group that held in Mcd after Praise Team practice. They also help me to release my stress.

Thanks for FCC and Praise Team members that pray for me. Serve with them is my blessing.

Thanks McD that provide a good situation for me to study 24 hours and free refill Coca Cola. Besides that, i can also watch football match there when i feel boring in studies.

Finally sure i want to thanks my family for my whole life until now.

快乐的哲学

Wah, finally can online again since move to this new house. Anyway, yesterday read a very good article from SinChew Newspaper, about "HAPPY" philosophy.

苏格拉底，哲学家 - 快乐的哲学
苏格拉底一直都很快乐的活着。他的学生们都很奇怪，因为他们在生活上有很多的烦恼。他们就来请教苏格拉底。苏格拉底就吩咐他们在40天里把一艘船造好。为了把船在40天里赶完，学生们唯有硬起头皮，暂时把烦恼忘掉，专心的造船。40天后，他们终于把船赶完。苏格拉底就带他们坐着船到外面游玩。当时，苏格拉底问他们：“你们现在快乐吗？” 学生们回答：“快乐极了！” 苏格拉底就告诉他们：“当你们有了目标，正为着一个目标去努力奋斗，去尽力完成这个目标时，快乐就会不知不觉的临到。”

苏格拉底其中一位学生，柏拉图(也是著名的哲学家)被问起关于苏格拉底快乐的原因，他说：“老师常说，快乐不是因为环境带来的，而是发自内心，从心境而来的。”

I hate thieves, but i want love them as God love us...

Hey our house got thief again. I think is the same thief as last time. From neighbour information, the guy is a Vietnam guy. Last time, he tried to come into our house by opened our padlock, but my housemate just came back and saw him opened our padlock. Then the guy was shocked and ran away to neighbour house and stole the house's items.

This time, the guy aim our house again. Don't know what he think. He never steal our house before, so aim our house again. He climbed up to second floor and stay beside my housemate room's window. Then my housemate wakes up on time and suddenly see his head on the window and shock her. The guy shock too and jump from second floor and ran away. The result is that my dear housemate get shocked and cant sleep whole night.

Sometimes really don't know what the thief think about, really hate them especially those killer and "Perompak". May God change us to love those thieves although they really make us scary and even disturb our normal life.

Set Apart

Tonite i just attend a concert "Set Apart" album release concert. In the concert, there are a lot of professional and considered top musicians in Sabah. The music that they play is very nice and comfortable, no matter rock or soft. In the concert, there is an important message - Set Apart which teach us to set apart ourselves from others and have to show our good testimony in public.

In the concert, i see how good is the electric guitarist to fill in and dominate the song with his guitar, no matter in filling in or solo part. Quite enjoy on what he playing just now. Don't know how long i can reach his standard..

Anyway, Gambateh RicKy z@i, u can do that...